3rd day in poly

I feel that this year is much tougher which is a sure thing and I need to go crazy as everything is like rushing the train.
Life will be tougher as days goes on le.
I really dun know I can survive not. As I feel like I'm difting away from the shore.
Which means I'm no longer getting any interest from my course liao.
Helping and caring ppl is nice and gd things to do, and I feel that by helping ppl, I feel gd and satisfied. But sometimes I always feel like I can't handle the thing anymore.
I just feel like choosing the wrong route. Ai...................
Nvm dun care abt me as I'm the type who do things doesn't have long attention span on that thing de. I really is that type of character.
Ai.....I just wan to write out watever things that bothers me. So no need to worry. I can handle de. I always independent except at times I need to rely on ppl. Dun believe? U wait and see.
Hahahaha.....
I nd to go bb......
dun feel like typing liao as nothing to say.....
but one last thing to say is "take care" to all of u.
Bye....................................