Fear

During this vacation, I find out that I really scared of the upcoming posting.

I dun know why I got this kind of feelings, but I really scared until I dreamed of I'm late for attachment. That feeling in the dream is so damn shit, if I can say so. I feel like I'm doomed. I can't chase that kind of feeling away. I think the main thing that I scared is the PRCP thing (in short we call them graduation posting). This PRCP thing must go through or else we can't lisence. So vexed lei. I dun know is me who make the wrong decision or maybe I dun feel like going through this. Anyway dun feel like talking abt it. I'm talking abt this is b'cos I really is a not responsible and most blur student nurse among all student nurses. *Humgh*

Ok dun talk liao or else u will say I'm so nagging like old nag.