Attachment

Well tomorrow is my attachment.
Feelings? Of course is scared, afraid, uncertainty, blank mind, blur, nervous, sad etc.
Actually dun feel like to go to attachment, but have no choice over it.
I don't know why, why I have such scary feelings that overwhelmed me.
It makes me become SOB, can't breathe so well.
It feels like there is a stone that had deeply dumped on my heart to make it so heavy that it can't pump properly.
I dun know what will things happen tomorrow, but I hope everything is fine, and also wishes for all my friends to their career life or love life or study life or everything, will went smoothly.
Of course I know that might not be always but still want to wish them.
The sky also became so angry, already raining. They're angry b'cos the lightning is so powerful and scary. The sound is like there is an unpredictable things that going to happen. Which makes my worries grow scarrier and scarrier. I hate this kind of feeling, which makes me want to cry.
Maybe I think too much, but I tried not to think of it. But I felt like the time is coming which makes me like hard to breathe, undescrible fear, scared of anything that will come to me happens to be bad. I feel like scolding vulgar words lei.
Forget it maybe I really need to relax and save some $$ and buying things. Saving $$ is b'cos b4 21 I need to save more than $500. Or else the bank might be ending up deduct $$ from my account man. That is so *Shit*.
Omg the sound of the thunder is so loud until it frightens the soul out of me man!!!
Hope it doesn't sound so loud and gd luck to everybody!!!