OT Posting

Today is the last day of OT posting.
We got chocolates and card for the staff to appreciate their guidance and care.

The overall posting is nice. Nice is b'cos I scared of being a scrub nurse. Hahahahaha
So I scrub for 1 case only and I felt very nervous for the case. I felt like I was "garlang garbok" (means under not mentally prepare, make a mess of the thing).
But lucky got sister to help me or else I die le.
I saw different cases except din get to see ortho and neuro. As chances of getting infection (Patient) for the cases is high so they normally dun allow students to go in (many ppl-high chance of getting infection, fewer ppl-less chance of getting infection).
So too bad. NVM.

I felt like I'm the maybe most useless YR 3 student in the bunch, maybe b'cos I see they all so capable, which makes me like a tiny sand in the whole beach. Hahhahaahhahahhahhahha. Dun worry, I won't be jealous and make a trap to let them fall in. I just like envious abt their capability. Hahahahahahahaha..........

Of course des is the most capable among the bunch of students. Know what?! They all know abt WL and Des de "relationship". Most of us are from different groups. But they din know Des and WL relationship is a past. I know but din tell them as I think if des want to talk abt it he will tell them when they ask.

So the next posting is geron posting. I felt like OMG is the ward that I dislike so much (Not the staff but the NM). I feel scared and like want to die by just thinking of it as a student at there. *SOBS*

I feel like shouting out loud "PLS DUN LET ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN AT THERE", and also feel like shouting this too " SHIT MAN WHY THIS WARD, I DISLIKE THE NM LEI". The reason Why I dun like the NM at there is there is a bad experience within me and NM. "VERY BAD EXPERIENCE". Dun feel like talking abt the past. Damn shit!!! Forget it, just let it be hahahahahahaha.........