Retake

I retake the practical again today. I felt scared and nervous. Scared is because I scared I failed the practical and can't cope the saddness anymore. Nervous is because facing the lecturer will kind of choking my own saliver and might forget hw to do the steps.
Of course as usual, We need to take a card at the waiting room to know which procedures are we doing and when I know I get rubbing for this time practical, I feel quite happy as I always wish that I get that procedure for my practical and wow, I feel so lucky man.
So when I reach the scrub room, I saw few students are testing liao, so I and my the other friend grab the disposable cap and a simple mask and went to prep room to wait for our turn. There are a few students waiting for retaking the prac, and we all are very nervous and dun know hw to relax and calm ourselves down. So we started to look around, watching the ppl who are testing. I feel like the room that are meant for testing is a battlefield. Battle of students and lecturers. The feeling is so nervous.
Until the time that the lecturer has called my name, I feel like "I hope can remember what I have learn and hope the lecturer can pass me this time round". As the previous one I get is CLC, and I failed.
So hope this time round I won't be failing.
Luckily enough that during the procedure I nearly make mistakes but I quickily do the correct thing. So the lecturer pass me. I was thinking "Yeah, finally pass!!! YES!!!"
My the other friend also pass the prac, and makes me feel happy.
But one of my classmates failed b'cos of CLC. I was thinking "SHIT man why can't the lecturer pass her". I was quite angry at the point of time that knowing she failed. And also sad for her lor.
So hope she will be strong and cheerful and dun stress herself too much.